=')

He loves a Lifeless flower,

but not her,

He loves the Darkness in nights,

but not her,

He loves the Moonlight,

but nor her..

She waits patiently,

For him,

Her heart is made of Gold,

For him,

Her bangles remain unbroken,

For him.

She patiently waits,

Like two banks of a river-waiting to meet.

She patiently waits.

Will her lover come?

Her heart feels flowers,

But her eyes sees Autumn.

They're a woman's best friend too

I have always always always wanted a dog. I started loving dogs when I was a kid because my uncle has been raring german shepherds for a long long time and I used to go to his place every weekend. But for some certain reasons we haven't been going often and I do miss playing with the dogs.

My dad loves dogs too but he said it wouldn't be fair for the dog if we kept it at home with not much empty playgroud for it. Which makes sense. I hate seing big dogs kept in a small compound, imagine you living in your room all day for years. And having a dog is a huge huge responsibilty, all the cleaning can be a nightmare. That's why my mom objects the idea of having a dog x)

But one day if I can afford to have my own dogs, these are my four dream dogs =)

Flat-Coated Retriever

Known for generally producing great companion animals. Tend to be loyal and protective. Unfortunately for some people, their protectiveness tends to take the form of barking at anything unusual, a tendency they have to be trained to overcome *thinking if a golden retriver would be better, but I like this black one* Considered outgoing and friendly, yet devoted to family. Retriever dogs tend to be quite versatile as hunting dogs, working well on land and water and in a variety of tasks.

Labrador

Known as loving and good dogs for children, these active dogs have even been put to work as service dogs for the disabled. Labrador Retrievers love to hold things in their mouths, though if not trained, they also love to chew things. Though they enjoy and require some physical active, they are generally considered a fairly laid-back breed. Very very good temperament :)

Alaskan Malamute
The buff bodybuilder of the dog world. "Substantially built" with a deep chest and a well muscled body. As a sled dog breed, the breed also is known for its endurance. Alaskan Malamutes are affectionate, friendly, loyal, and playful. I think it's beautiful. It's coat might be a problem for the weather here but my neighbour had one and the coat was kept short and it was fine :)

German Shepherd

The German Shepherd Dog breed is known as being strong, agile, well muscled, alert and energetic. The German Shepherd Dog is often thought to seem self-confident and not overly outgoing. In behavior, German Shepherds tend to be both hard-working and adaptable.

They give unconditional love to us.

Dogs are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole =)

There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face.

~Ben Williams

When you feel like giving up

9145612732158th fight

Sometimes I wonder why am I stuck with an elder sister like mine. Most of my friends, who have sisters, they're really really close, klau x pun they don't fight like how me and my sister fights la ok.

She's like obsessed with the politics and she talks and nags n brags about it every single day, and she talks really loud, and her stories always got some drama, and she gets worked up for no reason. US people at home have to listen to the same shit everyday la okay.

She was quarelling with my mom about some politics stuff then my mom gave up and kept quiet and my sis just went on and on and on and on and on and on with her usual drama tone eventhough we were literally ignoring her and I swear it was soooooooo bleedi annoying

I snapped.

I was yelling and she was yelling at the same time

"Can you just shut up! It's damn bleedi annoying to listen to your shit everyday!"

"I'm not talking to you okay"

"I'm living under the same bleedi roof!"

"I know you terase! you terase right!?"

She had the most cunning smile ever, I SWEAR, like the kind that says, ha! padan muke!

I stopped, not because I didn't have anything to say, if I said more and she said more stupid stuff, I SWEAR ON MY OWN LIFE I WOULD HAVE SLAPPED HER SAMPAI HER JAW LARI TEMPAT

She's on the non government side. What she meant by terase was that most of my friends were malays. How kurang ajar is that? I couldn't care less about the fucking politics or the whole malay society but I know who my friends are and they are definitely nothing like the general community okay. What the fuck.

And there she is complaining that the one malaysia thing is bullshit and she's only proving it even more, she herself is soooo blinded by hate she herself IS a racist. Fight for peace of the society, muh ass la weyh. not even worth my ass, my disgusting peely feet. And PUHLEASE, you can't even do the simple things that you are told to but you want to think about whats right for the country

GET YOU OWN FUCKING LIFE ON THE RIGHT TRACK BEFORE YOU WANT TO DO OTHER STUFF FOR OTHER PEOPLE OKAY SISTA?

*Add on

I have to admit cutting the cowhead in front of the temple incident just shows how barbaric and stupid some malays can be, they're only making themselves look really bad. The Theresa Kok incident, now that's a good example that shows some malays are genuinely good and some are just pure racist

Update of the past week

I performed for the first and last time in school and it was THE BOMB

I've been attending a seminar from monday till saturday, 8 to 4 everyday. I feel good about it

I buka puasa with jaja and nabil. not that i puasa x) Sape nk ajak i teman buka please jgn segan ;)

I stepped in a masjid for the first time! For 6 days straight pulak tuh, for the seminar.

I walked off from lunch because a waiter didn't believe I wasn't malay. I could have showed my IC but my mood to eat was ruined already.

I had a performace at hilton kl on thursday. Wasn't a very good performance.

I attended a gathering today and I saw my 2004 classmates for the 1st time after 5 years. It wasn't fun but I felt nice? Like it just feels good to see them again, how everyone has changed and not changed :)

I had a good week, i think :)

Tagged by Fatin

1. Upload 3 ugly photos of you & explain it

Don't ask -.-

Haha I was with Juyi and Sarah, but I don't remember what exactly i was doing. I think it's just the influence from the both of them :) HAHA

I was in the mood of looking ugly, im not joking

2. Real name?

Divya Nair

3. Zodiac sign?

Gemini

4. Hair colour?

Blaaack

5. A picture with your bestfriend

There are more :)

6. Loud or quiet?

loud

7. Do you have a crush on someone?

I love someone

8. Have you ever done something you've regret?
Of course

10. Meet someone who changed your life?

Yes :) Thank you

11. Three words that you always say
- oh my god

- damn it

-what the fuck

12. Five things you've done for the very first time
- have a blog

- went for a full american football tourney :)

- went to europe

- went to USA

- wrote a super long poem :)))

13. What happened at 11 a.m today?
I was at the Physics lab falling asleep

14. How many pillows & blankets do you have on your bed?
2 pillows 1 blanket :)

15. Are you currently happy?
In general i'm okay, right now, NO -.-

16. Name one of your guy friend
Nadeem x)

17. How many bestfriend(s) did you have?
im proud to say, many :)

18. Who gives you the best advise?
Firdaus, siu wern, liyana, jaja and juyi sometimes

19. Favourite colour?
black, blue, red, turqoise

20. When was the last time you went to the mall?
Last Friday

21. Are you a bitch?
HELL YEAH

23. Why do you think boys are tougher than girls?
Me?! Of all people? think that? PUHLEASE. haha

24. Do you need someone right now?
Very very badly :(

24. Did you signed up for Facebook?
yes i did

25. Choose 2 words to describe yourself
Im a beautiful mess :)

26. Has anyone ever called you childish?
haha ade -.-

27. Do you own a car?
no. not even in my dreams -.-

28. Close friend that starts with H?
i don't think so? x)

29. Wish you were somewhere else?
I wish I was with him

30. People that you want to tag

JuYi, Liyana :)

Clueless?

Hello dead blog, sorry for not blogging. I'm staring at you now, I'm still blank, don't know what to write. Errrr I'll come back when I have an idea okay :)